Can it please get better

It's been a while now since i found out i had cancer. Time hasn't made it any less to deal with. But it's so much more then cancer that is dragging me down. I Love my Mom with all my heart and to find out she will be going through this just breaks my heart. She is my best friend and my world and i need her here with me. And for some reason the day i heard the Big C word my life has been struggling. My biggest concern is my mom and my children. I'am trying to do everything i can to make sure my kid's lives stay as normal as possiable. It isn't fair that my worries are their worries. And to watch them stress because they see me stressed or sick is the worst. What I'am thankful for is the support i get from family & friends. I have the most amazing support around me and now my mother does to. And please continue with the prayers for me and my mom we need them to get through this time. Thank's everyone hope to try and stay positive