What a long day and i have a feeling its going to be even a longer week. I have all my appts this week and iam so nervous about going.It seems like everytime i go see a doctor its all bad news so why would i want to go see more.I feel tired and weak and i havent even had anything done yet. The cancer seems to also give me bad throat infections and i seem to be getting another bad one.So iam going to try and get to the regular doctor for some meds. The one that helped the most was the steriods but i dont know if they will put me back on the again.Well lets cross our fingers and hope week goes by without any bumps.